I have been thinking of putting my thoughts down for zillion times….but never really got to do it….And when I finally wanted to do it, laziness steps in and mind just went blanko. Like time, inspirations and thoughts can vanished into thin air very fast too.
Today is the day. I am just gonna do it. Don’t know what makes me do it now…Hmmm….Must be Xmas!! Hahahha….or hohoho!
Well, this is going be my first and it has to be a blast!
I have put up my Xmas tree which has been fully utilised since we move into our very own home in Year 2002. We don’t have real fir trees here…so make do with the fake ones bought from deparmental store..Wouldn’t it be great if we can get a real tree, with its fresh crisp, pine smell!! Everyday of the month December, Xmas melodies are filled in the air throughout the whole house. I ‘ll make sure of it. Even when commuting in the car.
I wonder why do I do all these….Is it I am so afraid, one day, people just don’t feel this "Christmasy" feeling anymore? I just want to preserve it. I love Xmas all my life. It’s the best time of the year. Everything that is Xmas related, I want to be apart of it.
Funny that this year, my Xmas spirit is souring higher than ever. To remind myself one day when I looked back, December 2006 is just too fabulous….first it started off with termites invasion in my apartment unit toilets (funny that they love our toilet so much), then I accidentally spilt water into my hubby’s notebook, and the best part, we got into a back-to back car accident which crashed our whole rear window and left a terrible dent on the bonnet, tearing the paint and with crazy downpours these days, my car is gonna look like a bloody old junk soon despite of having it for a mere 2 years.
Normally I would have a fit when such things happened. But I sipped in all the "chrismasy" air and drank the jolly punch bestowed on me. I was like "Yeah, so what!! "…….When the accident happened, I told myself, put into practise the 90/10 theory by Stephen Covey. I then told myself, "I can’t let this dampen my spirit and kill my good mood the whole day". I did not let it affect my emotions. I let it go and just do the neccessary with a light heart. Though it was a long day with so many things to settle, I realised it really help me a lot. I found peace in my mind and in my heart. Just what I need and want.
So, I think this is gonna be the best Xmas ever to me, for I shall remember this December til my ashes are spread all over the world (I do not want to be buried 6 feet underneath).
Have a Merry, merry Xmas!! PEACE ON EARTH……
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